So, I've come to realize that when I move out of here, I'm not going to have anyone to talk to, so you can probably expect alot more blogs from me because I'm going to have to put my bullshit somewhere. Hopefully, some people still read this and might even be happy that it'll be that way. Though the downside is that I'm gonna let my blog go stream of consciousness, which means it's gonna be long rambling posts that might be hard to follow at times.
Yes, I'm moving out. Dunno when yet, but my ex and I have decided unofficially/sorta-officially that I will move out and she will have a roomate move in for the duration of the lease. I'm fine with this and she is looking for a 1bedroom economy/studio (whateveryawannacallit) that I can afford and keep my 'net. She's really good at that stuff. It's gonna be damn hard though, because I've never lived by myself and I just spent a year getting used to living with someone that I can cuddle with and everything, so I'm really gonna miss that comfort.
Work is getting to be a bitch and a half. I'm getting so fucking sick of it and I don't know what to do. It's a good job, and the benefits are nice: Insurance, vacation, tuition reimbursement...good stuff. But I'm having alot of trouble caring about the job. People are just a pain and a half to deal with. They really are either so stupid that they shouldn't survive in the real world or they are just completely phobic of new things that they can't learn the very very basics of running a copier (IT'S EASY NOWADAYS!!!!! THEY'VE TRIED TO MAKE THEM IDIOTPROOF!), not to mention a lot of them are really self-righteous and like to think that they're our only customer, so they can just pile shit on us and ask for it done in no time. David Chapelle mocked the company I worked for on his show in the first season? He'd be apathetic too if he had to deal with the shit we put up with.
Finally for this rant, I've found that my comfort with my transvestitism is growing. Last time I wore stuff, I had to fight off the urge to go out dressed up. Partly because I was really bored, but also because I just didn't care and wanted to be seen. I don't know if this is good or bad, but it might mean that more female clothes other than jeans might be finding their way into my daily wear on occasion.
So, that's my rant. And remember: A difference which makes no difference is no difference.
If you want to find me feeding my WoW addiction, you can find me Hordeside on Blackwater Raiders as (probably) either Kolic or Skolni...possibly Zadi, or Allianceside with Lothmir or Sholto...possible Braagi.
Yes, I'm moving out. Dunno when yet, but my ex and I have decided unofficially/sorta-officially that I will move out and she will have a roomate move in for the duration of the lease. I'm fine with this and she is looking for a 1bedroom economy/studio (whateveryawannacallit) that I can afford and keep my 'net. She's really good at that stuff. It's gonna be damn hard though, because I've never lived by myself and I just spent a year getting used to living with someone that I can cuddle with and everything, so I'm really gonna miss that comfort.
Work is getting to be a bitch and a half. I'm getting so fucking sick of it and I don't know what to do. It's a good job, and the benefits are nice: Insurance, vacation, tuition reimbursement...good stuff. But I'm having alot of trouble caring about the job. People are just a pain and a half to deal with. They really are either so stupid that they shouldn't survive in the real world or they are just completely phobic of new things that they can't learn the very very basics of running a copier (IT'S EASY NOWADAYS!!!!! THEY'VE TRIED TO MAKE THEM IDIOTPROOF!), not to mention a lot of them are really self-righteous and like to think that they're our only customer, so they can just pile shit on us and ask for it done in no time. David Chapelle mocked the company I worked for on his show in the first season? He'd be apathetic too if he had to deal with the shit we put up with.
Finally for this rant, I've found that my comfort with my transvestitism is growing. Last time I wore stuff, I had to fight off the urge to go out dressed up. Partly because I was really bored, but also because I just didn't care and wanted to be seen. I don't know if this is good or bad, but it might mean that more female clothes other than jeans might be finding their way into my daily wear on occasion.
So, that's my rant. And remember: A difference which makes no difference is no difference.
If you want to find me feeding my WoW addiction, you can find me Hordeside on Blackwater Raiders as (probably) either Kolic or Skolni...possibly Zadi, or Allianceside with Lothmir or Sholto...possible Braagi.
And the job? It is really difficult to find a job where you do not have to deal with stupid people, so I wouldn't quit just because of that