koleeta

walking like a one man army

I'm not sure what's going on but I can't really "be there" for anyone right now. If that's what you need from me, I just can't give at the moment and if I'm pulling away it's because I don't want to be an asshole.

I know I've always been one for honesty so truthfully: I don't know "why." It's frustrating and talking about it only makes it more so because I can't find the words. I don't know how to fix it because I don't know what's wrong. I can't figure out the cause. I can't figure out why I'm unhappy. I'm not even sure if I am unhappy, or if maybe it's because I'm not unhappy.

All I want is to leave everything I know.