kokei

so its another year. big deal really. I spent new years alone. after i got off work i really didnt feel like looking for fun, and noone was inviting me to do anything. went home and played geek boy.

you knwo your a geek when you spend new years on World of Warcraft, instead of with real people. Blah.

Back in the workout routine, and...
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Why did i lose my Favorite SG list? did anyone else have this problem?

Sitting in the dark<br>
looking through peices of a broken heart<br>
hands grow heavy,<br>
the weight drags me down<br>
feels like falling<br>
with both feet on the ground<br>
<br>
no hand to reach for<br>
no voice to yell<br>
no trace left behind<br>
no way to tell<br>
<br>
Sitting here in the dark<br>
the only thing i have left<br>
cold comfort in empty arms<br>
saying good...
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Does anyone out there play World of Warcraft?

I play alliance on Bloodhoof server. Steelfist lvl 55 NE Rogue

if you feel like playing hit me up.

if someone wants to play i can hook you up with a 10 trial. just email me.

Well Lai turned 2 yesterday. she had a small party with cake and stuff. she is getting big so fast..

it dosent help i onyl see her every couple of days. i get to see her and i see these huige changes and then i knwo ive missed so much.

you and me, aren't that diffrent
inside we're just the same
diffrent faces to our devils
diffrent devils we can blame

growing lonely figthing devils
demons with diffrent names
in ourself our only savior
is also the one to blame..

you and I, aren't at fault
these devils are to strong.
just reactions to the devils
in a world that has gone wrong

I went to the Dr. today and scheduled my surgery for next Thursday to have the lump on my chest removed. unless i can't get the day off of work or something.

I'm pretty low lately. Lonely and all, spending the majority of my time in my room , and reading or playing Wow. Have to save money and all. especially if i ever want...
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Ever wish you were talented in an aspect you weren't? i really wish i had never let my art slide like i did. let alone be better at drawing. i woul dhave become a tatttoo artist. yeah they dont make a lot of money, but the freedom, of lifestyle, appearance and such would have probably made me a lot happier.

i've been waiting to go...
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just another day nothing going on. did work around the house fun...

I'm drunk.. ive decided i dont car eanymore.. so yesh i guess fuck you..

you taught me the secrets,the truths about life.
the whispers your parents hold to far corners.
why we cross the street to stay clear of dark allies.
you taught me how to feel, if only one side.
you taught me pain, and how to hate myself.
you taught me blame, and how not to trust myself.
so i sit here alone, with my worst enemy....
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