I took some time of from everything, and I'm back.
It was really good actually: I got my priorities straight, I'm back with my boyfriend... I just know exactly what I want and what I am.
I realized I can't escape from my past, my scars, my pain, cuz it made me who I am now. I used to live my life to please others, and now I'm living my life the way I wanna live it, doing what I wanna do and I don't really care what anybody else thinks, honestly, cuz if they really care about me they should accept me for who I am, not who they wanted me to be.
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It was really good actually: I got my priorities straight, I'm back with my boyfriend... I just know exactly what I want and what I am.
I realized I can't escape from my past, my scars, my pain, cuz it made me who I am now. I used to live my life to please others, and now I'm living my life the way I wanna live it, doing what I wanna do and I don't really care what anybody else thinks, honestly, cuz if they really care about me they should accept me for who I am, not who they wanted me to be.
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anyway is part of my past, probably I was high or drunk or both, depressed, self-destructive... really lost, that's my past. Its not really dark, I'll say it had too many light and I ended up blind. But now I'm in my dark and I can see things really clear from here 
Follow your Instincts ... Twi5t.
always follorw your heart and never give a fuck what anyone else thinks!!!
stay beautiful
Lauren