Ok So it's been awhile, personally the reason is this new layout gives me a fuckin headache if I look at the screen for more then a minute. So you have to forgive the lack of an update.
So I promised you guys a little bit more personal stuff well here goes.
So there's this girl...........isn't that how it always starts? Anyway back on point. So this girl I've known for years now and honestly she is everything I could dream of. She's smart,funny, sexy, aggressive, fiesty, and so much more. Anyway the only problem is I met her about a month to late. When we met she had just started dating this really good guy and honestly I'm not pissed at him he's very nice but it just gets me sometimes when I see her. Maybe it's because when I meet someone I really like I get super-shy, like I usually won't talk at all and if I do I usually say something stupid. Anyway with her it was really no different other than we worked together so that forced us to deal with each other and through that we became friends. Now I liked her from the moment I saw her but again I knew it wouldn't be. I really got no idea why I'm telling you guys this but whatever.
I saw her again tonight she makes my soul smile.
And yes she knows how I feel, HELL all of are friends where we used to work all know.
I guess the reason why I bring this up is because about 6 months ago I was at home in the states and my mom asked the question of What Type of girl attracts me or what I look for. And I honestly never gave her an answer. It just sat there in my head and I've been going over this question for the last 6 months every chance I get. The only thing that comes to mind is this girl.
Silly I know.
Ok few other quick things-
-I presently hate the internet , it's the only place where I can drop 3 grand in a minute and still feel like I did nothing.
- Driving 180mph through downtown traffic at night while passing at least one cop and not getting pulled over is a blast.
-I HATE apple juice but LOVE apple cider
Ok that's it for me I'm off to Italy for the next 3-4 weeks. So I'll see you guys then, be safe and party hard. I got a fuckin plane to catch in 3 hours.
So I promised you guys a little bit more personal stuff well here goes.
So there's this girl...........isn't that how it always starts? Anyway back on point. So this girl I've known for years now and honestly she is everything I could dream of. She's smart,funny, sexy, aggressive, fiesty, and so much more. Anyway the only problem is I met her about a month to late. When we met she had just started dating this really good guy and honestly I'm not pissed at him he's very nice but it just gets me sometimes when I see her. Maybe it's because when I meet someone I really like I get super-shy, like I usually won't talk at all and if I do I usually say something stupid. Anyway with her it was really no different other than we worked together so that forced us to deal with each other and through that we became friends. Now I liked her from the moment I saw her but again I knew it wouldn't be. I really got no idea why I'm telling you guys this but whatever.
I saw her again tonight she makes my soul smile.
And yes she knows how I feel, HELL all of are friends where we used to work all know.
I guess the reason why I bring this up is because about 6 months ago I was at home in the states and my mom asked the question of What Type of girl attracts me or what I look for. And I honestly never gave her an answer. It just sat there in my head and I've been going over this question for the last 6 months every chance I get. The only thing that comes to mind is this girl.
Silly I know.
Ok few other quick things-
-I presently hate the internet , it's the only place where I can drop 3 grand in a minute and still feel like I did nothing.
- Driving 180mph through downtown traffic at night while passing at least one cop and not getting pulled over is a blast.
-I HATE apple juice but LOVE apple cider
Ok that's it for me I'm off to Italy for the next 3-4 weeks. So I'll see you guys then, be safe and party hard. I got a fuckin plane to catch in 3 hours.
brankauti:
Italia! Oh, have a great time. Sorry to hear about the girl being taken. That sucks. 
My situation is strange right now, but I am going to do what is best for me no matter what. I am actually applying to this GREAT shop and I meet up with them Monday to see if I can grab that permanent position they have open. I really really want this. So I hope it happens. And then I move out. . . ahhhh. Right now I feel great about that, but there are moments of panic, too. I wish you luck with everything, and thanks for the sympathy. I am sure I will update about it all once it is a little less immediate and weird. *hugs* And, I, too, am having problems with this new layout and all the pink. Bleh.
My situation is strange right now, but I am going to do what is best for me no matter what. I am actually applying to this GREAT shop and I meet up with them Monday to see if I can grab that permanent position they have open. I really really want this. So I hope it happens. And then I move out. . . ahhhh. Right now I feel great about that, but there are moments of panic, too. I wish you luck with everything, and thanks for the sympathy. I am sure I will update about it all once it is a little less immediate and weird. *hugs* And, I, too, am having problems with this new layout and all the pink. Bleh.
ms_selfdestruct:
Hey you! What have you been up to aside from pining away apparently? Sorry about that whole situation. Have fun in Italy and come see me if you are back in Florida. 