kogun

you know those days when it was ACTUALLY a good day ,you were smiling and happy all day, but you still feel like your heart was ripped out and you were kicked in the balls?

That was my day.

So still on here just never have the time to update. Seriously need to just do it though that profile pic is 6 yrs old LOL. For some reason if it isn't iPhone accessible I have a problem updating things. Anyway anyone wants to see massive pics from me and have Instagram look me up under: PeteS .


Better update soon I promise.

what has been happening? well in case some have wondered since the last post mainly Life. A lot has happened and I have been checking the site on I regular basis. I just haven't been posting......mainly because I don't know what to say, or didn't. Like I said went through a LOT of things....possibly still going through a lot of things. Can't really tell anymore,...
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My night has included talking to the ex, gettting angry at said ex, drinking, going to a fetish ball at my favorite club, and xbox with a good friend. All in all tonight had it hits and misses.

Heading to Orlando first thing in the morning. Now just stuck deciding if I want to go to the Pub for a bit or stay in and rest......Fuckin choices

Decided if I going to stay around this site for abit again I should probably update my profile. So here we go......

haven't been here in YEARS. A lot to say but not now, for now I'll just say this, "Sometimes you have to nuke the bridge so you can go on. As painful as it can be it's for the best."

So much I want to say..........

No one reads this....

I cut my hair after 10 yrs of having hair I could pull back it's gone. and I like it!!!!

So the family is in for Christmas and yeah it is already getting interesting. I dread this time of year.

Am completely convinced nobody reads this any more.....but in case.

Still pissed about the last big post delete....so pissed but fuck it what's done is done.

Had a interesting week/weekend. Bulletpoints cause I don't feel like typing or explaining myself at this time.

-Found out my only ex I'm still friends with is Homeland Security....still not sure what to think of this.......she knows alot.

-I...
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SON of a WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just spent 2 hours writting a blog explaining my life with depression, the last year, and the state I find myself in now and it got deleted when I hit the add button.

SO fuking PISSED

that thing was like a term paper.



FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!