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I am becoming a big believer in Karma....because what goes around, will come back to piss on you when you realize how funny you look on the ground.

Last saturday....I got a DUI which is pretty $Hitty considering I might charged with felony since I potentially hurted someone.

It's strange...maybe even a bit funny. Over the course of December I made fun of AA by starting a AAYourAss (a bulletine board themed topic that gets acoholics together) thread in another forum, scolded some punks who brag about drifting while drunk, and made a new years resolution that ended up with me deciding to only drink on saturdays.

so what happens? I get into that dui accident on a saturday and now I'm going to AA meetings....and now that I think about my past month, I distinctively remember asking myself if I ever will end up in jail in this life time.....well, I got my answer.

wow...either there is such a thing as karma that is influenced by spiritual stuff...or I'm just psyching myself out..

all I can say is that I am greatful I didn't kill someone because I'd f*cking go crazy and kill myself.....I'm already full of guilt and stupidity.....I don't know what I'd really be if it was a whole lot worse.

*sigh*....now...I'm just hoping I don't get a felony charge and get sent to prison....because I don't want to be bubba's oriental flavor of the night....and plus, I have 1 more year of school left and I don't want to derail that. if there is a higher being out there..I've learned my lesson ...now let me move on and finish school a little more wiser.