I feel like such an emo wreck.  I can't stop feeling like I'm going to be alone for a very long time; maybe forever.  Why can't I just feel content for once.  Fuck, I'd settle for semi-normal.
All I really want is to find a girl to love and who genuinely loves me back. Why does that seem so impossible all of the sudden. Why can't I believe that it's ever going to happen.
I'm such a pussy.
    
  All I really want is to find a girl to love and who genuinely loves me back. Why does that seem so impossible all of the sudden. Why can't I believe that it's ever going to happen.
I'm such a pussy.
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  well, if you are a pussy, then I am too. evryone wants to be loved, I just had a very long discussion with afreidn about that. My M.O. is that I pick unavailable men. I hope I can get that resolved. there has to be something out there, right?
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  It's like a disability. I really want to change that about me.