knawmean

Concert Fing rocked. Bloodhound Gang are nasty. The whole time they were barfing and spitting on eachother. and at the end, Evil Jarred Hasselhoff got a blowjob from some chick in the audience. These guys are twisted.

One of the openning bands was this metal band from Japan called Electric Eel Shock. You wouldn't think it from looking at them when they came on stage...
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Goingn down to Anaheim next Friday. Bloodhound Gang concert next Saturday. Fickin sweet!

My best friend from high school is coming into town next weekend. This will be the first time I will have seen him since he had a kid. Wierd, but it will be fun anyway.

Why would you hang out with a guy all the time, more than anyone else, if you're not interested? It's because you like being the center of attention and as long as you don't have a bofriend you might as well get the attention somewhere. With no regard for how it might affect him, you do all the things that a woman who's interested would...
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Gyarr, harr, harr.

My pirate name be:
Dread Pirate Vane

Thanks to perfert_equation for that.

I feel like I'm flailing. I hang out with my crush all the time, but she's not interested. I'm wasting my time hoping she'll come around. Meanwhile I let other oportunities fall to the wayside. This woman make me feel alive again, but i don't stand a chance. I need to move on. I need to feel loved for once.

The longer I go on, the less I want to. The more friends I make, the more alone I feel. The better I do in school, the more I feel like it's all for nothing. The more people compliment me, the more I'm reminded of the flaws they're not mentioning. I have moments when I don't think about it, but those moments require extreme concentration...
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i would never expect you to love Me
such a feeling is wasted on a wretch
though I try to hide my heart
my transparenCy shows all

every smile gives me false hope
every toucH a lifetime in a moment
flEeting joy is found in you
dashing my souL on jagged shores

beauty to make a Lifetime of dreams
such cunning in a woman, never...
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Trying to study. Not working. Distracted. Maybe I need beer.

I went to the scottish games and gathering today. It was great. I got to here some great music and those women that do the caber toss rock. Tons of beautiful women there too. I can't believe I didn't talk to any of them. I'm a puss.

Only slightly jaded today.

I want off of this fucking ride. One day I'm up because I think I've found her (you know, HER), and the next I'm ready to jump off of something tall because someone else gets her..

Of course she chose him. Of course I get left behind. Of course I'm the one with heart ache and strife. Why? Because there's just something about me that...
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