kmilf

So I spent two days writing, deleting, re reading, re writing this email to the "friend" i previously wrote about..
thats so typical of me.. I'm SO afriad of confrontation, and hearing someone get mad or be disapointed in me, I questioned again wether I should just let it be.. BUT after all the comments, and support I decided I need to do something or she would continue to walk all over me...
I basically told her She wasn't my parents and I was tired of her belittling me..and that it wasn't fair that she was having converstaions with my exhusband when she was pretty much the source of WHY we got divorced in the first place (She ratted him out about the affairs he had.. ) anyways..
so I clicked Sent.. my stomach did back flips.. and then I just did something to keep busy..

Her Novel began..
FIRST OF ALL.. I NEVER.. blah blah blah..
And on and on about the definition of Immature, and the real relationship she had with my ex.. and so on.. I didnt want to read it.. but I did anyways.. it was exaclty what I expected her to write until this part..

:Well.. I never expected our friendship to go anywhere anyways ( like she was my girlfriend).. Thats why I have been avoiding not going out with you and stuff (she had just agreed to come over for a "sleep over") so basically "you can't break up with me.. Im breaking up with you"

*sigh* so instead of her actually caring about how hurt and mad I was and wanting to straighten things out.. she took the cowardly way out.. so I guess thats show what character she had huh??

well thanks for ya'll listening to me.. I really appreiate the outlet!

*HUGS*

KT