kmfcm

so
Nina asked where I was

I don't know

I haven't been posting anywhere here
I've barely been on here

come back and people are wondering where I went

yeesh

what did I last post about even.

I think I didn't think that quote would fit the blurb, so I left the post there

but it does fit. . .so. . .yeah. . new post

1. my band played thier last two shows for a little while. The scene here blows. Saturdays' show was hella stupid, but yesterdays was pretty awesome. . ..even if only like 3 people that weren't in bands showed up.
But that's how things are in this area.
I had fun yesterday, but I kept getting mood swings. .
I think it has to do with my job
I was SUPPOSED to get promoted, because the supervisor is leaving and the guy under her is taking over. . . but. . . .he's the only one moving up at all.
This kind of shit happens all the time at my job, I'm told. . .
. . .I'm not that surprised. . . .but. . . . you know. . . .shitty.
I was in a terrible mood all day today. . .didn't help that I'm on 3rd floor.

I'm gonna try and go to school for medical records coding. ..supposedly there's tons of jobs and you can even work from home (and that was the kicker). Dad knows someone that knows about this stuff. . .so more info will come my way soon I hope.
Meanwhile, the band is on hiatus. . .we'll see if this isn't some ploy to slowly weed me out of things (there I go with crazy talk).. . .that's the new bet. ..
homegirl and I haven't killed eachother and it's been a year.. .that bet is over. . .
straaaange

nobody ever wants to hang out. . . .and well, why should that surprise me, I'm captain bringdown
that and well, these kids have lives
I'm 27 and live with my parents. . .granted, they're in pretty much the sae situation.... oh, but they have lives.

see, I didn't know any of these kids in high school
so I'll never ever be fully integrated into said cliques. . . .ever ... ..
shit happens
I don't hear anything
the usual
just a gigolo
life goes on without me
I shouldn't care
I wouldn't care
but I'm getting bored

the key to enjoying solitude is being CONSTANTLY ENTERTAINED

everyone knows this

christ

but whatever

friends are fucking overrated anyway
I don't need anybody
I don't need YOU

I'm gonna be dead by 40

it doesn't fucking matter

life = joke
god = laughing

grab yourself a six pack, and don't fucking share any

good night


PS - Lyn Z from MSI is married to that cocksucker Morgan Webb lookalike from My Chemical Romance

chalk up another point for KMFCM
I'm proven correct again

don't EVER
EVER
EVER try to tell me you don't only date crossdressers