Nothing ever works out. Why do i feel that i must be nice to anyone and everyone? i hate being nice to people, but i feel i must, i dont know how to not be nice.
more of my shitty writing:
Born a star
in my parents eyes
but reality never lies
disfigured from the start,
had to have a lot of heart
denied all they said
life was to dread
Bein young was cruel
hated being in school
every class or place
it was the same case
made a joke by everyone
my world has come undone
As i got older the truth came to me
of what i will and will not be
can not trust anyone
been lied to or cursed by everyone
now socially paranoid
life is a big void....
more of my shitty writing:
Born a star
in my parents eyes
but reality never lies
disfigured from the start,
had to have a lot of heart
denied all they said
life was to dread
Bein young was cruel
hated being in school
every class or place
it was the same case
made a joke by everyone
my world has come undone
As i got older the truth came to me
of what i will and will not be
can not trust anyone
been lied to or cursed by everyone
now socially paranoid
life is a big void....

You should not be so self-involved.
Pain and suffering are not unique to your condition; rather, it is a Law of Life.
It is not that you do suffer; instead it is how you endure the suffering that is important.