Slayer and Slipknot play this weekend, i am gettin tickets.
hmm what to say, it is 1230am on thursday, the election is over. i am awaiting the episode 3 trailer. had a good conversation with a SG. the kind of conversation that reassured my insanity. heh
i know what i feel like saying, but i dont know how to word it.
i am in a rather interesting mood. i see some connections i made with ppl dissolving around me and i feel helpless to save them. i am not sure if i can save the connections. i think i get more desperate when i see things dissolve. will i ever have another friend, will i ever know something this nice again? i know the answers of both questions, and that is why i fight so hard.
i dont understand how things work, i am 30 years old and i am still baffled by what works and what doesnt. ugh,
here are some happy quotes to make this journal entry up lifting.
i am a banana.
my anus is bleeding.
hmm what to say, it is 1230am on thursday, the election is over. i am awaiting the episode 3 trailer. had a good conversation with a SG. the kind of conversation that reassured my insanity. heh
i know what i feel like saying, but i dont know how to word it.
i am in a rather interesting mood. i see some connections i made with ppl dissolving around me and i feel helpless to save them. i am not sure if i can save the connections. i think i get more desperate when i see things dissolve. will i ever have another friend, will i ever know something this nice again? i know the answers of both questions, and that is why i fight so hard.
i dont understand how things work, i am 30 years old and i am still baffled by what works and what doesnt. ugh,
here are some happy quotes to make this journal entry up lifting.
i am a banana.
my anus is bleeding.
many hugs in april!!!
its not odd in anyway. hell you know i am here for you all as well!
sorry i haven't be able to talk much ia m going crazy over here.
xoxo
trin
but..but....my anus really was bleeding.