monday: 11, new moon, first snow, interest waning as quickly as hope. this is a good thing; it's painless.
this is the suck, the stagnation. seems like nothing is going on but the same thing that happened yesterday. it's a bleak horizon, like when you discover that yr not really that special and the notion that Jesus loves you isn't very rewarding. it takes effort...
Read More
this is the suck, the stagnation. seems like nothing is going on but the same thing that happened yesterday. it's a bleak horizon, like when you discover that yr not really that special and the notion that Jesus loves you isn't very rewarding. it takes effort...
Read More
it was what some would call a tropical paradise, but to the locals, it was all they knew and therefore not all that special; a group of islands, each one small enough for one residence apiece. not all that far off the furthest coasts of the archipelago, William sat in his boat, defeated. he'd read the anonymously written story by the man who had dared...
Read More
Read More
kmk:
love it. happy monday. kiss. kmk.
as i was walking home from the bar a few nights ago, i noticed a cardboard box in the doorway of one of the shops. a sign taped to the front said "Free! Take One!" the box was crammed full of teddy bears and various stuffed animals. well, what the hell would i need a stuffed animal for? i slowed down for a few steps,...
Read More
Read More
today's email to my twin soul:
when i was in amsterdam and i'd quit smoking for nine days,
at first i thought it was pretty easy, then i eventually realized the folly of my thoughts...
over and over, every couple of minutes, even though i didn't feel like i wanted a cigarette, i'd think to myself "alright...i haven't even thought about smoking!"
that thought was...
Read More
when i was in amsterdam and i'd quit smoking for nine days,
at first i thought it was pretty easy, then i eventually realized the folly of my thoughts...
over and over, every couple of minutes, even though i didn't feel like i wanted a cigarette, i'd think to myself "alright...i haven't even thought about smoking!"
that thought was...
Read More
kmk:
hahahaaa...boobs may help, but i had on my wsu t-shirt, paul frank pj bottoms on and converse. i would like to think it was my smile, lol! i hope you had a fabulous halloween. kiss. kmk.
Maybe the last one about shaving:
...but is it really superior?
what makes it so, just because it's the old way?
the more i delve into the zen-like state of taking a 30 minute shave,
the more i think that this is nothing more than a brilliant marketing scheme.
is it really worth the time and effort?
if my suspicions are correct, the shriners are...
Read More
...but is it really superior?
what makes it so, just because it's the old way?
the more i delve into the zen-like state of taking a 30 minute shave,
the more i think that this is nothing more than a brilliant marketing scheme.
is it really worth the time and effort?
if my suspicions are correct, the shriners are...
Read More
have so much to say,
don't have much to say here.
wish i didnt' think about her so much,
wish i didn't think about her.
in other news, looking at new SG pics
i realize it's been a long time
since i stepped aside the game
and told the truth about what i saw.
i looked and honestly said
"gross."
don't have much to say here.
wish i didnt' think about her so much,
wish i didn't think about her.
in other news, looking at new SG pics
i realize it's been a long time
since i stepped aside the game
and told the truth about what i saw.
i looked and honestly said
"gross."
qdd:
what..no one has anything to say??? I have to admit at times I agree.
kloiterra:
i don't really remember writing this, but it's all true.
"gross" is the exception by far,
but every so often it's like being slapped in the face with a salmon.
to each their own, but nothing is right for everyone.
"gross" is the exception by far,
but every so often it's like being slapped in the face with a salmon.
to each their own, but nothing is right for everyone.
strange days.
sometimes i can't make a story, just a bunch of statements...
i told them winter wasn't quite here yet... this happens every year in kansas.
it's hot as fuck, then october comes and it's wearing a cloak of Canadian winds, bringing freezing temperatures and dismal days; the kind of days made for staying in.
October is a trickster in these parts--as soon as...
Read More
sometimes i can't make a story, just a bunch of statements...
i told them winter wasn't quite here yet... this happens every year in kansas.
it's hot as fuck, then october comes and it's wearing a cloak of Canadian winds, bringing freezing temperatures and dismal days; the kind of days made for staying in.
October is a trickster in these parts--as soon as...
Read More
i didn't tell her that the last time i saw her, i was very angry; i don't think she even knew i was there. then a couple nights ago, from out of the blue, she asked if it was ok if she stopped by.
she stayed over and it was...nice.
i got to apologize for making her feel the way i did.
we talked about...
Read More
she stayed over and it was...nice.
i got to apologize for making her feel the way i did.
we talked about...
Read More
kmk:
beautiful ending. so very true. kiss. kmk.
Happy Hour
written 1998?
resurfaced 2009, one line added, finished--
ready to finally be recorded.
I.
three days ago i looked around
i saw everything going wrong.
two days ago i thought about all the evil things
i (may) have done.
then yesterday i figured out the secret
of the connection
and then today you came around
and knocked me down
and i said
"damn--is...
Read More
written 1998?
resurfaced 2009, one line added, finished--
ready to finally be recorded.
I.
three days ago i looked around
i saw everything going wrong.
two days ago i thought about all the evil things
i (may) have done.
then yesterday i figured out the secret
of the connection
and then today you came around
and knocked me down
and i said
"damn--is...
Read More