there's not a doubt in my heart or mind that i did the right thing in kicking her out, forcing her to move onward with her life and allowing me to focus on mine. i hope she can find the first few steps. at the same time, lying in bed awake at night, i'm reminded of a richard brautigan poem:
IT'S TIME TO TRAIN YOURSELF
It's time to train yourself
to sleep alone again
and it's so fucking hard
IT'S TIME TO TRAIN YOURSELF
It's time to train yourself
to sleep alone again
and it's so fucking hard