klaire

When they talked of love and being in love.. they never said anything about this. About how impenatrable the infatuation is.. how strong you thought you were but look at you now. Love made me weak.. and vulnerable and blind. I don't know if I ever want to feel this.. "love" again.

Hate thinking about ex's..

but God... she was soooooo inspiring.. music bled from my fingertips.. I could hear music and see it when I looked into her.. drowning.. lost..
and now I'm numb again. As I was years til now.. I seek my muse once again.