klair

saturday night was messy....

i've only just recovered enough to update



it was my mom's fella's birthday bash at his favourite pub. i wasn't going to go because

a) i hate going out in banbury and avoid it whenever possible,

and

b) i don't like drinking anymore.

but, seeing as how i was itching to get dolled up & escape from the house for a few hours, i decided i would put in an appearance & let people know that i
haven't infact fallen off the face of the planet.
"i'll just have a couple & then not drink the rest of the night" i thought.
yeah right....
sam : "right, my round. clare?"
me : "i'll just have coke thanks"
sam "don't be a cunt, what do you want?"
me " seriously, i only want a coke"
sam " i'm not going to the bar & asking for that. i'll look gay"
she returned 5 minutes later with 2 shots of apple sour for me & a vodka & coke. i would just like to point out that at this point, i had already thrown up in the toilets of no less than 3 different pubs due to massive alcohol consumption
what is it with pissheads, that they can't accept a persons decision not to drink? i don't go around telling people they shouldn't drink because i don't. why did every person i spoke to that night try & force booze on me & think that it is not normal to be sober & i have a serious problem. i have chosen to not get drunk because i don't like it. i get too ill off it lately - i'm talking 3 day hangovers. i don't want to put myself through that. i'd rather have 2 of 3 drinks to loosen up & have a good time & then stop so i stay at that level, while feeling perfectly healthy the next day & totally able to cope with 2 small children. why does that offend so many people?

oh well

sunday.....
my nan & grandad came down from telford to pick jaden up. he's staying there untill friday, seeing as it's half term. it's good to have a break but i miss him

monday....
i got my tickets for will haven & johnny truant. woo hoo!
i'm the happiest girl in the world!!
i got my hair done too. the more i look at it the more i hate it.
it's not that bad really & i'm sure i'll get used to it, it's just the fringey bit at the front is pissing me off & i look like an emo kid. seriously


valentines day came & went without much fuss. mostly because i was still throwning up i don't really buy into the whole celebration thing, cards end up in the bin, flowers die & you can put on kinky underwear any other day of the year. however, chocolates are always welcome

erins been at my moms most of the day today so, being completely kid-free, we did the responsible thing of getting stoned all afternoon, waching crap tv & then hauled ourselves into town for an all-you-can-eat chinese buffet