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jaden came back from staying at my grandparents yesterday. he'd been there all week. i missed him so much, more than usual. it was nice to have a break but sometimes it feels like he's the only one on my side


not much to report lately :

getting over the flu

bought a new camera but haven't had chance to use it much

did some decorating - got to tone things down a bit if i ever want to get a transfer out of this goddamn place bright purple & "sexy pink" aren't exactly everyones cup of tea

took the kids to the fair, were having a great time but as per usual got suddenly dragged away in the middle of all the fun without warning just incase neils ex was there - she wasn't

i've cried far too much this week

i miss my nan & want to go home. but then i'll miss my mom

just found out my little sister has been going to the pub that jadens dad & his wife live at, she's only going there to stir shit. i know she's my sister but i fucking hate her & her mom is so psycotic it's unreal (threatened me with a breadknife when i was 10 months old) so there's going to be a whole new bunch of shit to deal with when they get going on me. her mom has always hated me & now she'll be able to find out loads of stuff about me from paul & twist it around & tell my grandparents - like the time she told them i was hooked on speed, i was 14 at the time & never even touched the stuff then. i can't fuking wait

i love life, can't you tell?