kjah

so today is my mama's birthday. not much to celebrate I suppose. I havent seen her for 2 years now seeings how I choose to be on the left coast. just speaking with her over the phone I can hear her heart breaking. as much as it saddens her I just cant see myself back in the home state. although I am getting somewhat homesick.

I believe its probably just the grey skies and gloomy weather that inspires that feeling in me. happens every year at this time. damn holidaze anyways.

or it could be because work has slowed down for me and I find myself with more time on my hands than Ive had for some time. I tend to work to forget. when that stops, my mind wanders...

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maybe its because Larry stole money out of his mom's purse and the Beaver was clueless to the scheme. he really did think it fell out of an airplane. silly Beaver.

so I dont know where I was going with this now...and I think I see the sun peaking thru?!...

Ill just say happy birthday mama. Ill always be my mamas boy.


and I suppose Ive found a new vehicle for my stray feelings.