kizmet

anyone want to see a chest x'ray...
i tried to eat dinner and i got sick...
my face is swollen...

and i miss nathan...
i wanna cry...
if i stop takeing it i'll stop breathing and start weazing and that's that...
she said the rattle in my lungs would stop two hrs after the first dose...
she was wrong...
now i supose they will want me to inhail steroids... advair style
on top of the prednisone and the zithromax and the other stuff...

"you're always sick"

NO FUCKING SHIT!!!

i just want to be ok and go on with things....i want someone to love me....i want to travel...i want a nice home....i want a fucking studio....and i'm going to get it...
i didn't mistreat them and they aren't going to give out on me!
the docs don't know shit!!!!!
maybe i should put down the wine huuu...
taste like paint thinner anyway!!!!