kizmet

this weekend was hard
and first i just want to say my friends are not crazy violent people they are in fact all very sweet ...it was just a bunch off messed up situations all at once...

my best friend sarah was in the hospital
her hand is shreded to the bone...she is in awfull pain ...and it's how she makes a living...she is a massage therapist.

mat her boyfriend and his friends were in a wreck...most are still in the hospital but he refuses to go....the gashes are deep and everywear

sat ..i was atacked by a unfortunatly delusional man in the foiyer of my building...he felt that i was going to hurt him...so i guess he had to hurt me first

my friend shon is gone now and is in pain and it's killing me

sat night i fell and put my arm through a window....it's real nice looking now...haaa..not to mention i've never had to replace a window before and don't know what the hell i'm doing...at least all the glass is out now ...i had 3 people siting about picking it out of my hand and arm... so much fun

last night micheal came home with two broken ribs he is in so much pain and can barely breath...when he speaks it comes out in a whistle....i stayed with him untill he was almost asleep

i had an upset about my dad....it's been awhile sense those feelings came out to bite me ....but thats all i need to say about that

i am worn so thin write now...i talk to a few people i have met here and they make me laugh and smile and some times they hurt to
but i love them...thank you for being there for a stranger like me!

all my love...Manda