kizmet

I think i'm overworking myself to avoid being lonely. I miss Patch and worry about him, but i can't step back. Now that i'm on my own again it's hard to know what to do with myself. So i work and work and work till i come home to keal over. I want to paint again but can't seem to. I'm just in an odd place right now, feeling the loss. the price of unpairring. I wish to be HAPPY by myself. Strong, healthy,and compleatly self suficiat. Yet when i go out i have this awfull urge to pounce on the first attractive person that crosses my path. Guess thats the rebound?