Just don't let fear live your life for you. If people fuck up, well, it is their loss. You are beautiful and seem pretty fing awesome and the world is big. There are more people in it that will treat you well . You can't live life worrying if things will end poorly or you will miss out on the present and no matter what all things end. Just learn from your mistakes and live each day to its fullest.
Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. - Gandhi
Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. - Gandhi