I have had a really bad day, Jen is tired and weak and she is starting to be a bit of a pain in my ass. I know that it is because she is tired, weak and frustrated. Social services is going to give her a hospital bed so she can sleep with her head elevated (insert memories of my mother here). She has thrown...
Read More
Read More
Here is the latest about Jen, and it is not good. For the past week or so, she has been very weak, only being able to do the stairs once a day, and that takes all of her energy. She saw her gastroenterologist yesterday and now she is on a stronger anti-nausea pill so hopefully she will be able to keep her pills down so...
Read More
Read More
In addition to my earlier blog, Jen had a horrible day. She is still very weak, has pain from fibromyalgia, and has been throwing up all day. Her mother keeps calling me and talking nonsense; it is because they gave her the wrong medication, she takes too much medication, she doesn't take enough medication...I am on the edge already and I can't take much more...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
darrah_de_jour:
I agree with Kay!
kittykatznme:
Thanks for the advice, I sent you a friend request.
Physically, emotionally and financially bankrupt. Jen is still very weak, has stomach pains and some breathing difficulties. She was having breathing problems this morning, and one of the cats woke me up to let me know! Animal intuition is interesting. Still working two jobs, still doing laundry and dishes and everything else. 3 months without sex. I understand why, but it doesn't make it any...
Read More
Read More
Still exhausted, still working too much, still broke. Just the animals being annoying almost has me to the brink of tears from frustration. Still so much to do around the house, but I just don't have the time or energy to do it all. I am hoping things improve this week.
kay:
*hug*
I am so tired from everything going on. I am working 7 days a week, but I need money, so much so that I had to declare bankruptcy last week. At least the phone-calls have stopped, although I still owe bell, hydro, cell phone...Entering my third month without getting any sex, doctor's orders for Jen. I would look elsewhere, but I love and respect her...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
kay:
You can endure more than you can even imagine. Hang in there.
kittykatznme:
I am on the brink of what I can take
last couple of days have sucked rabid dog cock. I am working a 13 day week, trying to do dishes, laundry, and other household stuff. I go to work, Jen goes down to her parent's. The dog is upset and pisses on the floor, she got into the catfood and Jen started to blame me for putting it in the wrong place, seriously what else...
Read More
Read More
It is official, Jen comes home on Friday!! Thanks again for all the love and support.
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
kittykatznme:
She is taking an anti-nausea pill, but right now, since her stomach is working, her problem is constipation. It actually caused her belly to expand like she ate a basketball. She is still trying some different meds, hopefully they will work. At least she is eating and keeping her pills down. Although I never signed up for this, I would never leave her. I may joke about not having any sex, but there is no way I would put her in danger just to get me off. She doesn't like to share and I respect that. If it comes to a point where she cannot have sex because of her health, she would tell me if I could get some elsewhere. As much as I want to, I still respect her, and my ex-wife boned a guy at her Christmas party, and blamed me. To quote my second favorite movie, se7en, I am sitting around masturbating in my own feces and reading guns and ammo. Love Clint
kay:
Thanks love. I'm so tired. Ugh.
Jen's blood pressure is back to normal, one of her main lines was removed, and she was able to walk to the bathroom!!! She may even be coming home on Friday. I made her promise to take all her meds properly as well. Thank you for the thoughts and prayers.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
dcruz:
That's great news ! 
atomicbetty:
YAY!
Jen is telling me to stop worrying and start living life again. Well, I don't live much anyways, I work and come home, although I have not been going to work for the past few days. She wants me to go back, but work is full of negative energy and I don't need that. Her cardiologist scheduled her for an angiogram today. On one hand...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
kittykatznme:
It is almost like a nervous condition because when I tell her, she says "I know" stops for a bit then starts all over again. Even Jen tells her to shut up once in a while, then it starts again later. I am trying not to bring any negative energy when I go to visit. Mom goes during the day and I go in the evening, although living above her parents kind of erases the staggered visiting times. I am glad to report that the medication she is trying for her stomach is working!! They are going to leave it at the current dose until they get the heart figured out. She sees the gastroenterologist again in October.
atomicbetty:
You're absolutely right, but everyone reacts differently. She is hurting for her daughter too . . . just remember that. You're in my thoughts
There is a caretakers group on here as well, that could help.