kittykatznme

Physically, emotionally and financially bankrupt. Jen is still very weak, has stomach pains and some breathing difficulties. She was having breathing problems this morning, and one of the cats woke me up to let me know! Animal intuition is interesting. Still working two jobs, still doing laundry and dishes and everything else. 3 months without sex. I understand why, but it doesn't make it any easier. Just hope I don't snap and kill someone, retards at work don't help, no one seems to give a shit, so add frustrating to the list. I guess that I am so affected by this because I don't see Jen getting better or stronger, so I don't know how long all of this is going to take to get better. I owe people in the penpals group letters and stuff, just don't have the energy.