Wednesday Sep 26, 2012

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Still exhausted, still working too much, still broke. Just the animals being annoying almost has me to the brink of tears from frustration. Still so much to do around the house, but I just don't have the time or energy to do it all. I am hoping things improve this week.
kay:
*hug*

Monday Sep 24, 2012

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I am so tired from everything going on. I am working 7 days a week, but I need money, so much so that I had to declare bankruptcy last week. At least the phone-calls have stopped, although I still owe bell, hydro, cell phone...Entering my third month without getting any sex, doctor's orders for Jen. I would look elsewhere, but I love and respect her...
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kay:
You can endure more than you can even imagine. Hang in there.
kittykatznme:
I am on the brink of what I can take

Wednesday Sep 19, 2012

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last couple of days have sucked rabid dog cock. I am working a 13 day week, trying to do dishes, laundry, and other household stuff. I go to work, Jen goes down to her parent's. The dog is upset and pisses on the floor, she got into the catfood and Jen started to blame me for putting it in the wrong place, seriously what else...
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Thursday Aug 30, 2012

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It is official, Jen comes home on Friday!! Thanks again for all the love and support.
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kittykatznme:
She is taking an anti-nausea pill, but right now, since her stomach is working, her problem is constipation. It actually caused her belly to expand like she ate a basketball. She is still trying some different meds, hopefully they will work. At least she is eating and keeping her pills down. Although I never signed up for this, I would never leave her. I may joke about not having any sex, but there is no way I would put her in danger just to get me off. She doesn't like to share and I respect that. If it comes to a point where she cannot have sex because of her health, she would tell me if I could get some elsewhere. As much as I want to, I still respect her, and my ex-wife boned a guy at her Christmas party, and blamed me. To quote my second favorite movie, se7en, I am sitting around masturbating in my own feces and reading guns and ammo. Love Clint
kay:
Thanks love. I'm so tired. Ugh.

Wednesday Aug 29, 2012

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Jen's blood pressure is back to normal, one of her main lines was removed, and she was able to walk to the bathroom!!! She may even be coming home on Friday. I made her promise to take all her meds properly as well. Thank you for the thoughts and prayers.
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dcruz:
That's great news ! smile
atomicbetty:
YAY!

Tuesday Aug 28, 2012

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Jen is telling me to stop worrying and start living life again. Well, I don't live much anyways, I work and come home, although I have not been going to work for the past few days. She wants me to go back, but work is full of negative energy and I don't need that. Her cardiologist scheduled her for an angiogram today. On one hand...
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kittykatznme:
It is almost like a nervous condition because when I tell her, she says "I know" stops for a bit then starts all over again. Even Jen tells her to shut up once in a while, then it starts again later. I am trying not to bring any negative energy when I go to visit. Mom goes during the day and I go in the evening, although living above her parents kind of erases the staggered visiting times. I am glad to report that the medication she is trying for her stomach is working!! They are going to leave it at the current dose until they get the heart figured out. She sees the gastroenterologist again in October.
atomicbetty:
You're absolutely right, but everyone reacts differently. She is hurting for her daughter too . . . just remember that. You're in my thoughts smile

Saturday Aug 25, 2012

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Now Jen is in Cardiac Intensive Care. She really went downhill today. Her blood pressure is so low, the doctors are surprised that she is still conscious. She told me that she feels like she is dying and she wanted me to remind the doctor about her DNR. I am afraid of losing her, and I am very close to my breaking point.
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kay:
Well hopefully things start taking an upswing. I'm relieved to hear that they are hanging on to her in order to find out WTFuck is going on instead of sending her home and risking the stability again. kiss
kittykatznme:
I just want her to be better, and come home with all her problems under control. I also want her to be well enough so we can start having sex again. I don't want to tire her out, but she does not want to deprive me. I think it has been twice in the past 4 months. I love her for more than sex, and would never cheat on her. My ex-wife did that and used it to destroy our marriage. She really is my best friend. I know that my blog is public, but I tell you things that I have never told anybody. hugs

Friday Aug 24, 2012

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Jen still in acute care at the Royal Vic, fluid in her lungs and some of her cardiac enzymes are out of whack. Waiting for more blood test results as well as the results from an echo-cardiogram. How much stress can one person endure before they break?
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ribbonsundone:
Passing along the best of health and well being to your wife!
kmatt:
Not only can a person endure much pain, even when broken, we are able to repair ourselves. I hope it doesn't get to this point for you, and best wishes to you and your wife.

Wednesday Aug 22, 2012

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I would like to thank the Westmount fire department for so skillfully removing my driver's side mirror then leaving me a lame note saying to call the department.
henryetta:
robot

Wednesday Aug 22, 2012

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need a new job, don't even want to go to work today. feeling anxious and stressed out, fighting the urge not to walk out. wife just has emergency dental surgery, so she feels like crap, house is a mess, laundry to fold and put away. did 2 loads of dishes last night, just not enough time in the day. worried that my stress and anxiety...
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corine:
<3

Tuesday Aug 14, 2012

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Just a quick note, I have had enough of the idiots that own the restaurant I work at. I was brought in to increase quality and bring back lost customers, but I have never been given the tools to do it. Then they brought in a GM to make the same changes, but they won't let her do it either. Now they are starting to...
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ramonne:
WTF shocked
lee:
Being back in Montreal has been amazing! I feel so much happier.

Saturday Jul 14, 2012

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Well, it has been two weeks since I opened up my foot on a broken glass. Long story short, not working for two weeks, and still waiting for Jen's disability settlement from SSQ, and our tax refund, I have a meeting with a bankruptcy trustee on Monday. I sold my coin collection, am gathering stuff for a garage sale, doing everything possible to get money....
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kay:
Oh love. I'm sorry. frown
kittykatznme:
thanks, I am looking for a bit of support
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