i guess it's been months again since i've updated on here.
honestly- things have been rough for me for awhile now.
i thought moving back home to florida would help- that all i needed was some time to rest and having family nearby.
'time to rest' quickly turned into my body completely shutting down- and now i haven't worked in over a year.
some of you may remember me mentioning migraines before- they've been getting worse and my old methods to get through the day have almost all stopped working. my sleep is all over the place and everything is taking it's toll on my mental health.
BUT
i have news.
i.
finally.
have.
a.
fucking.
diagnosis.
that makes sense.
it annoys me. but it makes sense.
stupid lyme disease going undiagnosed and then repeatedly misdiagnosed for nearly 20 years
*glares at all of my old asshole doctors who tried to tell me i was crazy*

i seem to spend most of my days cuddling with cats and avoiding reality.
for awhile i was reading constantly, it's always been my favorite escape.
now i've started working on my own story-
it's been over 10 years since i've tried creative writing and i've missed it.
(*cough* doesn't mean i'm any good at it, though *cough*)

if you want to read what i've been working on- message me and i might send you the link.
no one has read it but me so far. i'm still not sure how i feel about sharing my writing- that's never been easy for me.
i haven't decided on a stupid title yet, so if you do read it and think of one feel free to message me your thoughts.
and yes- guilty pleasure. i love reading cheesy episode stories so that's where i started writing.

anyways- just thought i'd leave a small update.
i'm sorry if there are any of you who feel ignored by me. please know it's nothing personal.
i haven't been responding to messages or comments on any platform in months.
i miss you guys terribly and i will come back eventually.
hope you're all doing well
♥