i guess it’s been awhile, hasn’t it? i’m still not sure how i’m feeling, but i do know that avoiding social media isn’t the solution for me. turns out, actively avoiding something actually makes you think about it even more.. and then the thought of returning and catching up gets a bit overwhelming... who knew?
i’ve been resting a lot, trying to deal with everything going on in my head.. really that just means i’ve been snuggling with the cats as much as possible.. but i’ve missed you guys. i can’t thank you enough for being so understanding and patient with me. extra special thanks to @kaotikzen @violentlotus @wizard0 @chriskp @catdad @slancheper @eyes52 @deathwraith5150 @liath and @mephrael for all the kind words. i’ve never really had a support system like this site.. it’s so new and confusing to me that there are genuine, caring people out in the world who can be so thoughtful. i don’t know what i’ve done to deserve you guys, i just appreciate you all so much. ❤️❤️
that said, i’m hoping to slowly return to my version of normal here. there’s so many new sets i’ve missed and want to catch up on. i plan to get back into self shooting, it seemed to help my confidence levels drastically. hopefully soon i’ll even have some new images to share (self shot and not so self shot ones haha). maybe i can even manage a new set or a few soon.. fingers crossed!
i hope you’re all doing fantastically ❤️