Thanks again for all the well wishes....I am finally feeling better! Idjiit made me stay home from school on Monday...and it turned out to be a really good idea. Well, maybe not for my classes, but at least for my health. He's soo good to me!
But now I'm grumpy! (We need a better grumpy emoticon around here...dammit!) <---- see, grumpy I tell you!
I got back to school and yesterday I took two tests, the harder of which I did not do so well on, despite my many hours of study. Since school started I have failed, that's FAILED 2 quizzes and gotten D's on two others....
I'm not feeling particularly smart or good about myself at all right now. (Aunt Flo is visiting right now too, and she ain't helping matters either... )
BUT, as Sarah Vowell of NPR likes to ask when she's feeling like she's the worse person in the world, "Are there stacks of skulls?"
No. There are not stacks of skulls. So I guess there are worse trespasses in this world than failing a few quizzes. I keep reminding myself that some of the smartest people in history failed in school before going on to make major world achievements...so I guess there's still hope for me.
So...please for anyone choosing to read this, please do not take it as a plea for encouragement, cause I'll be ok, I know that this is all temporary. And I've been in school long enough to know that this feeling is very normal for me at some point in every semester... I just needed to vent! Thanks!
What you can do is tell me all the things that have made you feel like crap lately! Maybe that will help cheer me up! Misery loves company, right?!
Edited to say that after reading all my friends' journals, it would appear that half this community is depressed... So I guess you can save your stories. Maybe you should leave me your theories on why evryone is so down lately. Idjiit says its that time of the year. What oh what can we do to get out of the FUNK?
But now I'm grumpy! (We need a better grumpy emoticon around here...dammit!) <---- see, grumpy I tell you!
I got back to school and yesterday I took two tests, the harder of which I did not do so well on, despite my many hours of study. Since school started I have failed, that's FAILED 2 quizzes and gotten D's on two others....
I'm not feeling particularly smart or good about myself at all right now. (Aunt Flo is visiting right now too, and she ain't helping matters either... )
BUT, as Sarah Vowell of NPR likes to ask when she's feeling like she's the worse person in the world, "Are there stacks of skulls?"
No. There are not stacks of skulls. So I guess there are worse trespasses in this world than failing a few quizzes. I keep reminding myself that some of the smartest people in history failed in school before going on to make major world achievements...so I guess there's still hope for me.
So...please for anyone choosing to read this, please do not take it as a plea for encouragement, cause I'll be ok, I know that this is all temporary. And I've been in school long enough to know that this feeling is very normal for me at some point in every semester... I just needed to vent! Thanks!
What you can do is tell me all the things that have made you feel like crap lately! Maybe that will help cheer me up! Misery loves company, right?!
Edited to say that after reading all my friends' journals, it would appear that half this community is depressed... So I guess you can save your stories. Maybe you should leave me your theories on why evryone is so down lately. Idjiit says its that time of the year. What oh what can we do to get out of the FUNK?
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shake it!
xo