It's only the 3rd week of school, and I'm already freaking! "Is this going to lead to where I want to be?"
"Where do I want to be?" "What do I really want to do?" "Won't I just freak out like this if I was working and not going to school?"
ugggggg. I hope I didn't make a mistake. And I really hope all this fear and stress goes away soon because I CANNOT handle it for 2 full years. How can I turn off my brain without resorting to alcohol or medication? Don't tell me to meditate, 'cause I'll smack you.
"Where do I want to be?" "What do I really want to do?" "Won't I just freak out like this if I was working and not going to school?"
ugggggg. I hope I didn't make a mistake. And I really hope all this fear and stress goes away soon because I CANNOT handle it for 2 full years. How can I turn off my brain without resorting to alcohol or medication? Don't tell me to meditate, 'cause I'll smack you.
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i know i stress out whenever i get out of my comfort zone, and this could just be your subconscious trying to get you back. hang in there! you can still smack me if it will help!
But whatever you choose, sounds like you need to find a way of relieving stress and of getting some "big picture" perspective. Hey, keep talking about it in your journal! I mean, what are friends for?