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I STILL find this ridiculously amusing.... like laughing-so-hard-no-sound-comes-out amusing. Don't you???

Irie. That's what Jamaicans say when they mean it's all good... but better than that. Just returned from a much needed and deserved holiday to the island. Yesterday I was snorkeling in the cove, looking at the coral reefs and the life just below the surface that we don't even think about. I was alone and enjoying life and observing. I feel so blessed that...
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So I pretty much sabotaged my diet today by eating half of a Papa John's pizza. I am powerless when that garlic dipping sauce is around. .......Yum......... Maybe I'll gain some of my boobs back ::wishful thinking::

New year's wasn't as horrid as I imagined....... I got outta work earlier than expected and was home with 26 seconds til midnight I went to my neighbor's bar and had a beer. it was nice just to get the hell out of my house for once! I feel like even when I do have free time, I don't end up going out much for...
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I think I have the worst New Year's plans of anyone here. It's my first New Year's I'm single in 9 freakin years and I'm WORKING till 12:30 am. WTBFH?!?!?!?!?
So go on, go ahead and brag about your cool plans... I won't be jealous, I swear

Never enough... never enough...never enough.....

This is me and the ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE Ms. Wanda Jackson!!! I nearly had a stroke when she played "Fujiyama Mama" I have been waiting nearly forever for this night!!! And I was mesmerized by how TINY she is!! I'm never taller than anyone! ( I often get mistaken for a student at my 6 year old's elementary school LOL) I had a mind blowing night!!...
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I was so freaking sad for awhile... things are looking much much better. My friend is very healthy, despite his status, so I am not as worried as I was before.

I'm looking forward to Christmas, even though it will be the first Xmas with my family split apart. I'm working so so so much this month, so I don't have much time to brood....
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Current Mood: Devastated


I just found out that adear friend of mine is HIV+. i am shocked, sad, scared and everything that goes along with finding out someone has a terminal illness. They think he has had it 10+ years and, yes, he has been tested numerous times, but it always showed up negative because the form of HIV he has is not screened for...
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