its always feast or famine with these boys. from february-july i saw the same person always, and wasnt really that into him. i was bored. then i break that off and now im going crazy. there is a whole plethora of random losers that are really hot, but not intellectually stimulating. they are fun for a night, to hang out with, make out with and have some nice eye candy. but they are never invited home with me, because as much fun as im having im still not easy, and its still been 12 months since ive had sex and im not going to start again with one of those guys.

then there are the two guys i actually really like a lot. i dont like any guys, so the fact i am talking to two right now that i like so much is crazy. neither of them is super hot, but they are cute and attractive and really sweet and nice and fun. one is the bouncer kid, the one from the previous entry (i let that episode slide because he really is a nice guy, i probably was just being too sensitive). the other is a guy i met out last weekend. i went on a date with him on wednesday and had a really good time. he was supposed to hang out last night but he hurt his neck, but we will probably hang out one day this weekend. and tomorrow im spending the day with the bouncer guy. he is always sending me nice texts saying hello pretty lady and cute stuff like that. we went to see halloween on thursday night at midnight. it was fuckin awesome and i had a lot of fun with him. these are the kinds of guys i will sleep with; respectful ones that wont make me feel like an easy ho.

but in the meantime im having a ton of fun with the constant rotation of boys. its very exciting. i feel like im 16 years old because my thoughts consists of sleep, coffee, boys boys boys boys boys, sleep