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i started my new diet. my friend is pretty much the one telling me what to do. he wants me to eat 3-4 times a day and work out. im used to eating like 1 meal a day and a few things here and there. so its an adjustment. and as of now i have gained a few pounds, which im not liking, but i suppose it could be muscle. he said give him 3 weeks to see a difference, and its almost the end of week 1. i'll give him 2 more weeks but if i dont see a difference im going back to my way. i know its all psychological but i would rather see a lower number on the scale.

as for my job status -- ive been temping recently. its pretty awful. its better money than my other part time job, which i quit, but im not loving the inconsistency and last minute notice shit. ive also been bartending every now and then. i have a lot of fun doing that and its really good money. im not really all that good though, the guy who lets me work is a friend though so he doesnt care, but i dont know if i could cut it in another place. maybe if i get more experience. i wouldnt mind doing that at all, i can be myself and not worry if i am going to offend anyone. i dont have to be so prim and proper which is definitely not my style.

this weather sucks, i was going to go out tonight but now im gonna just come home, work out and go to sleep. how boring am i? hah