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i feel like im crawling out of my skin right now

i cant start my paper

i cant decide on anything to listen to

i feel really uncomfortable

i feel like i need to go outside and run around for an hour to get over this

i want to go out and drink and have fun

not sit home and write a paper

i was going to work on my website today. im re-doing the whole thing. but i have no ideas what so ever. i cant think of one thing about how i want it set up. its really frustrating me. just like everything else right now.


I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW
im so mad they scheduled me. 7am!! thats absurd! i requested off. i dont care if they want to have a meeting. there is no need for a meeting. unless they changed the store to a sausage shop, there is nothing else i need to know to keep doing my job for the holidays. im not even going to shower. im going to go there all smelly and gross.


i want to eat. but i already had dinner. this is another reason why i cant sit home. cause i get bored and want to eat and get fat. i might have a mango though. thats ok. but that box of cookies needs to stay as far away from me as possible.

the only thing keeping me going right now is the fact that i am going out tomorrow night. otherwise i might just go insane right now.