shit sucks 
i wish things were different, i wish i wasnt so hesitant
i wish i wasnt so worried that things will end up how they used to me
im just too scared that i will be hurt, or i will hurt him
and i guess my fucked up mind rationalizes this by feeling that its better to not be in the situation now, than end up hurt later
i cant stop thinking that i made the wrong decision
i am constantly doubting myself
i wish i could just enjoy it for what is it in the present time without thinking about all the what if's and the where is this going's
im too crazy for human socialization. i should be a hermit. live with my rabbits in the woods.
i wish things were different, i wish i wasnt so hesitant
i wish i wasnt so worried that things will end up how they used to me
im just too scared that i will be hurt, or i will hurt him
and i guess my fucked up mind rationalizes this by feeling that its better to not be in the situation now, than end up hurt later
i cant stop thinking that i made the wrong decision
i am constantly doubting myself
i wish i could just enjoy it for what is it in the present time without thinking about all the what if's and the where is this going's
im too crazy for human socialization. i should be a hermit. live with my rabbits in the woods.
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grumpyoldbastard:
the woods are fun but everyone needs human interaction at times so keep him in your heart if he means that much 
tadzi:
actually, everything youre feeling sounds pretty normal to me. dont worry too much. 