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I guess this is the only place I can tell my secrets ... so here's my secret ...

I'm so painfully in love that every moment hurts, there is nothing in my seeable future but him, just him and only him. I hurt him and things have changed and I hurt more than I thought possible. Every part of me aches, and the only thing...
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basketcase:
Happy Birthday other birthday person!!
siiix:
Sydney? Ohio? If so, did you see Lennon back in 01 when she opened for Days of the New at the Newport in Columbus? Great show! I only wish she would play a date I could make it to!
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Oh god it is so hot here at the moment it's spring and it's 37 degree's! Does anyone else see a problem with this?

So i'm sitting her in nothing more than a sarong eating gelato and thinking to myself I got a glimpse of my best friend today and it made me smile so much - he wasn't pushing me away he was being...
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Another journal entry today - you all should feel lucky?!?!

I guess i'm just in the mood to vent who knows? But tomorrow is D-Day I see him - i've gone a week and a half without seeing him and tomorrow all i'm going to want to do is throw my arms around him and tell him how much i've missed him. The sad part...
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hoisin:
hey

I'm coming to Sydney on November 5th. Where's good?

kirria:
Depends Hoison what exactly are you after? Are you looking for somewhere to stay? And if so how long are you going to be here for? Or are you just looking for places to check out?
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I've just discovered Seether and I have to say I LOVE them - favourite lyrics ...

I never found out how she survived all of the sadness she kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face,and the scratches she'd hide

- Love Her
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kirria:
Sweet dreams -- love to chat again

I think I may join you I need a quick nap seeing as it's my last day off before going back to HELL.

I'll add you to my messenger it'll probably be easier to chat that way smile
stomp:
Probably would have been easier to do that from the start. smile Pleasent dreams.
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So i've had the last week off work and I have to say it was bliss! No demands, no best friend (I don't think I mentioned that we work together), no anything just me and alot of coffee and cigarettes.

To celebrate the ocassion of having my heart broken I went and did what every chick it seems must do I cut and dyed my...
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A week off - So I have the next week off work and I have to say it's a huge relief i'm so over it. I'm also over seeing my best friend who has broken my heart - never never have an affair with someone you can't have I guarantee heart ache.
kirria:
Hi Brutello,

Thanks for your welcome! I do agree with you best friends make the best lovers theirs no one else you feel more comfortable with. You can live without facades and for once truly be yourself and be loved unconditionally. However, sometimes there are circumstances that do not allow you to be together which is the predicament that i'm in at the moment - so alas back to being carefree and single! Which I have to say isn't to bad I get to cruise around maybe do some dating and listen to the perpetual silence that I enjoy.

smile