kirilov

Well, it has been awhile, but I heard abscence makes the heart grow fonder.

I finally got my laundry taken care of, at least, temporarily. Now I have to get a job, yet another life sentence.

One day you wake up and go about your daily routine and think I have to get some stamps, then...you know you are not a kid anymore. You fell...
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Every word I said is what I mean
Every word I said is what I mean

Friday night, my phone rings. My recurring enconter says she thinks about me.

Everything I gave is what I need
Virgin eyes and dirty looks
On what I have and why I took

Friday morning my bosses phone rang. I said I won't be coming in today.

Counting all...
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Every word I said is what I mean
Every word I said is what I mean

Friday night, my phone rings. My recurring enconter says she thinks about me.

[I}Everything I gave is what I need
Virgin eyes and dirty looks
On what I have and why I took

Friday morning my bosses phone rang. I said I won't be coming in today.

Counting all...
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I've been working on a piece that speak of sex and desperation.
I've been screwing on the tracks of abandoned train stations

One, two, three, four
Art Star
I got a dealer in Tokyo
I got a rep in Paris
I got a agent in Colone
Shit i got a gallery in New York!
Its a mad house this modern life
Its a mad house...
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Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space -
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things...
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Lights out tonight, trouble in the heartland.
Got a head-on collision, smashin' in my guts man.
I'm caught in a crossfire that I don't understand.
But there's one thing I know for sure girl:
I don't give a damn for the same old played out scenes
I don't give a damn for just the in-betweens.
Honey I want the heart, I want the soul, I...
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I have had a series of days lately. Days that make one consider doing something drastic, something that will get you fired from your soul-killing day job. This way you have no choice but to pack a bag and leave a letter. A letter in which you make your intentions of walking the earth absorbing and instilling wisdom for the rest of your life. Then......
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Men's evil manners live in brass,
their virtues we write in water.

-William Shakespeare

A country boy come to a big city does, when all is said and done, have eighteen or so years of history behind him. It is that history that makes him comprehensible to us. How would we understand him if chronologically he where eighteen but characterologically, a parentless newborn babe? His character would then necessarily lie entirely in his future rather than in his past....
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I don't want to hurt anything ever, but what I'm talking about is -- have you ever held a little puppy or a little kitten and it's just the cutest, softest, most precious thing in the world and out of the blue you get this feeling in your gut and all you wanna do is squeeze it. Just fuckin squeeze the shit out of it....
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