AHhhhh i'm back!.
man oh man its been a tough couple months for me. had to get my life in order so i became i silent member here on Sg, just looking around not saying anything.
and now i am back have my life somewhat in control. just signed a lease for an apartment so in 2 months i am moving out of the parentals house. getting "A"'s in school, and managing to keep working. so i am pleased.
I'm making plans to go to London England to visit my cuz there in june but we shall see how everything goes with the move.
Oh got another tattoo. woke up about 3 weeks ago and though MMmmmm i could go for a tattoo, i saw this little tattoo place by my house so i decided to go check it out. and it freaking awesome the guys working there were cool and i booked an appointment for the next day, i went in got 3 baby blue stars under my left boobie( haha they are boobie bc i think they are too small to have such a large title as a boob)...anyhow the tattoo was really painful but i loved the outcome for the first 4 days or so .....then i was like "it looks sort of empty"...so the following day i went and got 8 more stars or diff sizes. know i am super pleased and well i still kinda want more but i am restraining myself.
HHmmm wat else has happened to me in the past months? me and my father no longer talk..he has completely disowned me after i told him that i was moving out and after i told him i started taking anti-depressants bc of the mental stress from him. according to my dad thats life and everyone should be depressed and feel like shit to the point of not being able to get out of bed., and he thought he had taught his daughter better then that.
(does all that even make sense???)
oh and i got back into paintings and sketching...oh it feels so good. i love having my life back in my own hands and being able to control the outcomes.
as for my future with pictures?? i hope my photographer is not pissed at me for going quiet for so long i still hope to do some shoots and mby submit to sg but i must talk to him and see wats up with all that.
anyways im gonna go make some dinner for me and my sis.
some steak, stirfry and asparagus....(so yummy)
man oh man its been a tough couple months for me. had to get my life in order so i became i silent member here on Sg, just looking around not saying anything.
and now i am back have my life somewhat in control. just signed a lease for an apartment so in 2 months i am moving out of the parentals house. getting "A"'s in school, and managing to keep working. so i am pleased.
I'm making plans to go to London England to visit my cuz there in june but we shall see how everything goes with the move.
Oh got another tattoo. woke up about 3 weeks ago and though MMmmmm i could go for a tattoo, i saw this little tattoo place by my house so i decided to go check it out. and it freaking awesome the guys working there were cool and i booked an appointment for the next day, i went in got 3 baby blue stars under my left boobie( haha they are boobie bc i think they are too small to have such a large title as a boob)...anyhow the tattoo was really painful but i loved the outcome for the first 4 days or so .....then i was like "it looks sort of empty"...so the following day i went and got 8 more stars or diff sizes. know i am super pleased and well i still kinda want more but i am restraining myself.
HHmmm wat else has happened to me in the past months? me and my father no longer talk..he has completely disowned me after i told him that i was moving out and after i told him i started taking anti-depressants bc of the mental stress from him. according to my dad thats life and everyone should be depressed and feel like shit to the point of not being able to get out of bed., and he thought he had taught his daughter better then that.
(does all that even make sense???)
oh and i got back into paintings and sketching...oh it feels so good. i love having my life back in my own hands and being able to control the outcomes.
as for my future with pictures?? i hope my photographer is not pissed at me for going quiet for so long i still hope to do some shoots and mby submit to sg but i must talk to him and see wats up with all that.
anyways im gonna go make some dinner for me and my sis.
some steak, stirfry and asparagus....(so yummy)
Anyway, looks like you've been quite busy so I understand how you couldn't be around much. And I'm deeply sorry about the situation with your dad. It makes sense, what you say, I mean I understand it. Don't agree with it much.
Dinner sounds delicious.