This has been one of the most topsy turvy fortnights for a long time!! And now I feel really good!! After feeling desperate about where I was going to go
, finding a place with two nice guys (except badly located for work, and more expensive), feeling really hurt by the douchebag 
...... the rest of my housemates and I have decided just to stay on and extend the lease we already have.....minus the idiot.
THE POSITIVES:
I think our relationship will be a lot healthier if we learn not to be so codependent upon one another,
I will have less distraction at home and will therefore stop procrastinating about practicing music,
My room will no longer have the odourous pong of man; eau de toilet.
and...... I can also keep it clean and completely redecorate. Wazzo.
THE NEGATIVES
I will be colder at night sometimes..........
solution; my mum gave me a big new blanket and the boy's mother bought me a heater (bad for the electricity bill though)
I am currently obsessed with books and ebay. I want it all.Argh! I feel so much guilt when I have material satisfaction, stupid things that don't make me a better person. It's kind of the same with love; I wish I didn't feel like being loved is essential and that everything else comes second....but I do. Today, I bought this excellent Robert Crumb handbook and my order for Bukowski's Women came into the shop. Spiffing!! The man who works at Dada's can sure be a jerk! I have been asking him for ages now if I can buy this promo descendents poster from him (which is just tacked on the wall and I can pretty much guaruntee doesn't really mean that much to him) and each time he shrugs me off. He'd better crack one of these days!! I wish I had someone overseas with whom I could swap mix cd's with....
Anyway!! dasvidanya
, finding a place with two nice guys (except badly located for work, and more expensive), feeling really hurt by the douchebag ...... the rest of my housemates and I have decided just to stay on and extend the lease we already have.....minus the idiot.
THE POSITIVES:
I think our relationship will be a lot healthier if we learn not to be so codependent upon one another,
I will have less distraction at home and will therefore stop procrastinating about practicing music,
My room will no longer have the odourous pong of man; eau de toilet.
and...... I can also keep it clean and completely redecorate. Wazzo.
THE NEGATIVES
I will be colder at night sometimes..........
solution; my mum gave me a big new blanket and the boy's mother bought me a heater (bad for the electricity bill though)
I am currently obsessed with books and ebay. I want it all.Argh! I feel so much guilt when I have material satisfaction, stupid things that don't make me a better person. It's kind of the same with love; I wish I didn't feel like being loved is essential and that everything else comes second....but I do. Today, I bought this excellent Robert Crumb handbook and my order for Bukowski's Women came into the shop. Spiffing!! The man who works at Dada's can sure be a jerk! I have been asking him for ages now if I can buy this promo descendents poster from him (which is just tacked on the wall and I can pretty much guaruntee doesn't really mean that much to him) and each time he shrugs me off. He'd better crack one of these days!! I wish I had someone overseas with whom I could swap mix cd's with....
Anyway!! dasvidanya
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also try organica in the city for brekky near 78s. good lunch too.
all the best.
i just read your entry on your job... well, at least you made your rant sound funny! am i allowed to laugh when i read about the way you look at your fridge?
steal the descendents poster, by the way.
ciao!