kirbie

"I pray to be like the ocean, with soft currents, maybe waves at times. More and more, I want the consistency rather than the highs and the lows."

Got some shitty news which was a devastating setback in the cancer journey. Take
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So, as you know I've been pretty sick. I used to go to the gym a lot, and just be active. 2 things have happened in 2012/2013. I was diagnosed with severe depression, as a result from being on a drug called accutane. I had some pretty bad acne, and really just hated me. Even though, I hate what this drug to me mentally, physically
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Well I started this week

-went to work smothering with flu

-went to Tim Horton's ( Canadian coffee line), bought 40$ worth of coffee and breakfast foods, forgot to order mine.

-returned to a freezing building. Furnace ran out of oil, no oil trucks have oil on island.

- best friend came to say goodbye again. He's in the military, and was supposed to go...
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So I finally have power back!! I missed being able to walk around in my underwear without freezing my ass off! Still a chill in the air, so I'm rocking my Batman hoodie and Mr. Potato Head Slippers. The power is scheduled to go again. So the hoodie stays!

So I live on an island in the Atlantic Ocean, and we're currently in a state of emergency! Island wide power outage + sick Kirbie = cold/sad Kirbie!!!!! Currently bundled the fuck up, INSIDE!!!! It's about -30 degrees with the windchill factor! Someone come cuddle me!!!!

Soo the ol' immune system failed me again. Back at the hospital from severe dehydration due to getting super sick from radiation. Admitted due to low white blood cell count, was cleared to go home with portable IV, then BAMMMM! Island wide power outage. Currently back at the hospital to get proper meds.

I'm fucking cold. This -30 degree weather blows& I'm stared because I...
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Well folks, today marked the end of my radiation treatments! I've been having external treatments for several months now, but it was starting to irritate other things in the area they were treating. Today I had radioactive seeds inserted that will give off super low doses of radiation to the cancer cells. Being 25 and finding out you have cervical cancer, is def a kick...
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Today I've never felt so grateful for the people in my life as I do now. A friend of mines aunt passed away from cancer at a young age of 41, and today I learned a guy I went to high school with passed away. 26 is too fucking young to go.

With many medical issues myself, I find I use it as an excuse...
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Today is obviously Christmas..... I don't think I've ever been this emotional. The amount of gifts under the tree(s) for me were CRAZY! I just bought a house, and after living with my parents until I bought a house means I had nothing! I got the essential housewares, but soooo many surprises! I collect Mr. Potato Heads, and Santa fuelled my addiction. Before I was
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Today I became an honorary Auntie. My best friend and his girlfriend welcomed a healthy 9lb baby to the world. People always talk about how beautiful babies are when they're born, but I've always felt they look like aliens, sumo wrestlers or potatoes. I can honestly say that's not the case with this one. I'm an only child, so I'll never be a full fledged
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