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So I'm sure some of you are confused with certain things I say. Hopefully this clears some of it up ;)

I'm going to be putting a stop to my blogs about my journey for time being. It has come to my attention that basically "nobody gives a shit". If you'd like updated or just wanna chat, inbox me! I always reply and I'll happily enlighten you!!!!

Love you all!

Currently getting chemo as I type, yay for wifi!

Xoxoxo!

In bed sick on this Sunday night sucks balls.

Someone send me some funnies to cheer me up :)

Tomorrow is Round 2!

I know I'm a broken record but seriously...... You guys rock! @elkcrazy32, I owe you my life. You help me when I'm down, and you help me keep my head high. I'll cherish our friendship til the day I die! @ameline, you're
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So, last night was probably the first time in weeks that I got to hang out with people. A group. We went bowling. It was sooooo great to get out, have fun and laugh again. Everything was forgotten. I may have overdone it though. I played 2 rounds, and by the last frame I was spent. I definately overdone it, but I couldn't show it....
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To say that SG has change my life, is an understatement. I've never been "accepted" as I am here. I've always been the oddball in every situation. Still am. But here it's accepted, ten fold.

For some people I've never physically met, as lame as it is, I consider you some of my closest friends. You've seen me in my skivvies for Christs sake!!!!! One...
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So, this week has been a huge eye opener for me.

I love you all. For the concerns, the love, the well wishes.

I had my first round of chemoradiotherapy. Say that 10 times fast.

On a suckage scale of 1-10(10 being a lot), it was a 28!!!!

I've never been this sick before. :( it's been brutal. I didn't think I could look anymore...
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The title is fitting. Was told I wouldn't need chemo. Apparently that's not the case. Starting Cisplatin (chemo) tomorrow.

This whole ordeal has been not quite a blur, but a meh! Until tomorrow.

To say I'm scared, is a motherfucking understatement.

I mentioned to a friend something about throwing up and losing my hair, in the same sentence, & how in scared for that.

His...
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So, this is a recap of my crazy, depressing, happy, exhausting, & relaxing week!

First of all, I started back at the gym. Against doctors orders of course, but I wasn't (still ain't) happy in my own skin. It seems to be paying off. I know it's only been a couple weeks, but I'm just overall more confident.

My radiation is taking a toll on...
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Today for a change I'm only focusing on the positive!!!!!!

We had snowwwww! Pretty overnight snow!!!!! At 6am, it was soooo calm and pretty in my driveway.

Although against doctors orders, I went back to the gym. I was wonderful. Burned 450 cal, give or take and managed to avoid most of the "grunters"! On the slow and steady track of musclin' up and losin'
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So, surprise surprise.....I hurt myself again!!!!! While being extra cautious of the rib injury, I carefully tried to put on my coat.

Fail. I royally fucked my back! Unfortunately, there's wayyyyyyy too much work here to be done to stay in bed all day. I had hopes of finishing my bathroom, but after arranging furniture and cleaning my living room I ended up here!!!!.......on the...
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So, Imma do what any drug induced, cracked rib, bad back, sad Sally would be doing in a Saturday evening. Think of 10 random facts about yours truly, of course!

1) I'm shy. Like legit stuttering and blushing when someone alnowledges me at first. When I'm sarcastic with you, you passed the test.

2) I sleep with a nightlight. I'm 26 years old, and the...
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