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So I've been basically MIA from here. Long story short, I'm doing ok.

Between hospital visits, anxiety, & life, it was in everyone's best interest I stayed away.

Missed everyone lots!

Love ye guys

-Kirbs

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rubblerocks:
Good to hear from you! Glad yer doing OK.
teddykev:
Yay! Kirbs! Love Yaz sweetie<3 XO :D
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So, aside from checking when I've been mentioned in things, I've been MIA from the site. Long story short, The Big "C" is as stubborn as its host. It has mentally beat me soo far, I don't know how I'm actually able to function in society. Physically it's been an asshole too. Thanks to some makeup & bandanas I manage to blend in with society....
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lucerne:
So beautiful in that bandana! Keep kicking ass.
littlejohn22:
You keep shining bright as you do..., happy international women's day.... i am coming to work in NFLD in may for 12 weeks... 
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Waking up at an ungodly hour on a Sunday to watch hockey & drink beer?!? Don't mind if I don't!!!!!

Supporting my country the best way I know!!!!

Hockey is a religion to us! My friend Renee is in church and watching from her phone....... That's dedication!


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elkcrazy32:
............i'll keep my comments to myself
kirbie:
@plagueangel @teddykev..... It was a glorious morning!!!!!! @rubblerocks the CAN vs. USA game was amazing! But yay for silver!!!! That's huge!!! @elkcrazy32.....you do that! 
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Today I woke up nauseated & fatigued. I stayed in my pjs all day. I swear I'm an adult ;)

I was productive though! I knit. Life lesson according to grandma. I'm easily distracted, due to shitty attention span.

Treatment has totally kicked my ass, & the thought of chemo again tomorrow has resulted in many shed "I don't wanna" tears. That's when I said,
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username63417:
You are definitely gonna kick ass!! Message me if you wanna talk during your treatment. I'm home sick from work today. :-* And @djdote- Stick to letting me wear the superhero clothes! :p
ameline:
you're lovely! that lamp is so awesome!!! good luck today lady. 
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Well that's another VDay in the books that I'm glad is over. Don't get me wrong, I'm so very happy for everyone that had a great day. Valentines has always been shitty, for various reasons. The past 4, I've been "alone". The joys of having a partner that travels for work. This year was the first in 4 that we were in he same country...
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lucerne:
I love collections <3 A whole box missing? I hope they turn up! I hope your next months goes quickly and all of your pain and discomfort will go away forever.
grimjeepin:
Always glad to help out a friend
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So basically, I'm an asshole. Or better yet, I'm being a dick so I've been told. I don't have this coping well thing down yet. I get a birth shitty news and BAM! Crazy bitch.

I guess I'm just trying to give people the opportunity to "walk away". There's someone I look forward to talking to everyday. I don't have the balls or willpower to
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elkcrazy32:
@_sneaks_ i can be pretty perceptive at times :)
abjester:
I have spent my life pushing people away and I got so used to people accepting and moving on I didnt even realize it was bad, I thought of it as a cleansing routine for everyone so that they could get past my crap and I could find fresh acceptance that hadnt gotten bored of me yet! Then one day I made some REAL friends and when I pushed they pushed back, harder,  and I started to grow.... my friends as few as they are can be described as "true" friends and they have created me, nurtured me, and continue to support me as I move forward! Sometimes a friends job is to be the moments enemy, to tell us what we NEED to hear not what we think we WANT to hear.