Let me preface this post by saying that I, like almost everyone else in the world, am terrible at resolutions. I don't feel like they actually have all that much importance in today's society; as much as we all still consider it a common custom, the tradition doesn't really hold much weight.
But I digress. My point here was to talk about my previous year, and my goals for the next.
I'm pretty sure that this same day last year, I was wallowing on my couch, totally alone, trapped in my own head by all my fears for the coming year. I didn't have my daughter, I had just been through a painful breakup, had suffered through a situation I should have been smart enough to avoid, and I had no friends to speak of. But I am happy to say that in many ways, it wasn't as bad as I had feared. I've slowly started to make some friendships, I've settled into life as a single momma of two, I'm seeing doctors and having tests done to work on my current health issues, and i'm trying to focus on improving my opinion of myself. So let me share the goals I'll be working to accomplish for 2016!
♥ Model my ass off! Sure i'd love to get some paid work, but I mainly want to do as many shoots as possible to make my portfolio something to be proud of. And I'd love to do some shoots that push my limits, so I can really see what i'm capable of.
♥ Get a better position in my job field! I love my job, but i'm not really making much at it. So whether it means I get a promotion at my current workplace, I move to another salon, or even start working for myself, I'd like to make more money in the coming year to give my kiddos the best I can.
♥ Get my health under control! I'd like a diagnosis for what's wrong with me of course, so that I can start working to be healthy. And being healthy to me includes eating as much as I need to sustain a body I can be proud of, as well as drinking lots of water and doing more yoga!
♥ Pay off my debts! Y'all know what i'm sayin'. We all have them. Student loans, tickets, car insurance (for me), credit cards. I want to wipe the slate as clean as I can in 2016 so I can start building my credit finally. :/
♥ Get a better car! With two kids, driving a coupe is a pain in the patoot. Plus, I swear honda civics weren't made to be passenger cars :/ I would really like something that doesn't leak into the trunk, freeze the interior of the windshield, has a working CD player or deck, and obviously has 4 doors haha. This one is a nice low goal. :P
♥Write more! This includes blog posts on SG, writing in my journal, and even working on some creative pieces. Since I started taking medication for my anxiety and depression 3 and a half years ago, I seem to have lost a lot of my passion. I have felt a bit of a creative spark rekindling however, so I am going to work on building that up again.
So I suppose those are all the ideals i'll be working towards, and I believe they're all very attainable, so i'm going to work hard to realize them. And just for funzies, i'll add in some hopes for the New Year! These aren't goals i'll be working towards, because they can be related to chance or circumstance, but they are things that I would be completely over the moon if I could experience them!
♥ Turn Pink! This one is obvious, of course. I would love to get Set of the Day, and become a Suicide Girl. :)
♥ Find someone to bring home to momma! Male or female, i'd like to meet someone that is just RIGHT, who makes me feel absolute in my life and my self.
♥ Get a boob job! I obviously want to pay my debts off first, but hey, if I somehow make a good amount of money this year, i'd like to give myself some titties for Christmas 2016 ;)
♥ Not move for a whole year! I seem to be a bit nomadic, and for some damn reason I can't seem to stay in one house or even city for very long. I'd like to stay happily in the town and suite that i'm living in until at least 2016, at which point I hope i'm ready to move into a bigger and better house to call home for realzies.
So that's all folks! I don't post much on here I guess, but I wanted to be a part of this! Here's hoping we all achieve our goals, and have a fan-fucking-tastic 2016!!
-KiraKira xox
