kirah

I'm such a fucking wreck right now.
The last few days have been like hell...
I wish I knew what to do. Fuck my fucking life.
I made a stupid decision.. Who knew it would affect so much.
I hate the way emotions hurt.. Feels like there's nothing left inside.
And it's all I can think about. There's nowhere left to hide.
These thoughts consume me. Why was I so damn attached?
I fucked up really bad and there's no one to go back to.
There's no familiar smiling face or warm embrace.
When will I feel like I'm 'home'? When will I feel safe?
If I was a robot, I would never have to feel this way..

When there's nowhere left to turn... what do you do?

I fucking hate being human.