kipfatal

i spent last day in bed and last night in the hospital hooked up to an iv. no one came with me, no one was by my side, and i left alone. last night was one of the worst, lonliest nights of my life.
i think, that if i have to go to emergency room alone and friendless, then maybe i dont have any real friends here.
if i dont have any real freinds here, i might as well leave.