I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES...
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I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES WHEN TRASHED AFTER INDULGING IN YOUTUBE NOSTALGIA
I WILL NOT WRITE ENTRIES...
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[stupid drunk crap]
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tos:
Accept the new Brazilian friend bro... 
6 apartments to visit today 
Being *slightly* hungover won't help
I need to reply to so many people on SG, Facebook, MySpazz and other emails, I don't know where to start
My job is insane I'm looking for another one as soon as the apartment search is over
Don't have much of a life so I drink too much. Shame on me, I know. It's...
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Being *slightly* hungover won't help
I need to reply to so many people on SG, Facebook, MySpazz and other emails, I don't know where to start
My job is insane I'm looking for another one as soon as the apartment search is over
Don't have much of a life so I drink too much. Shame on me, I know. It's...
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cherry:
In another life who knows, perhaps <3
I hope I CAN make it to the windy city one day. It has been one of the places I have always wanted to visit, and now you are there I'll know I have a friend who'll help me see it in all it's glory.
I also have too many people to reply to, to know where to start. I guess I started with you though.
xxxx.
I hope I CAN make it to the windy city one day. It has been one of the places I have always wanted to visit, and now you are there I'll know I have a friend who'll help me see it in all it's glory.
I also have too many people to reply to, to know where to start. I guess I started with you though.
xxxx.
tos:
Next time bro...it was bad timing this time out, huh? We'll rage eventually man!
*waves*
*waves*
Truth is
I don't give the slightest fuck what people think about me... especially on the interweb
You know what I miss?
Real life
Hanging with friends, getting wasted, re-creating the world for a few hours... knowing we got it right, knowing we know what it's all about for as long as the alcohol takes hold
I want to be sitting on a porch I...
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I don't give the slightest fuck what people think about me... especially on the interweb
You know what I miss?
Real life
Hanging with friends, getting wasted, re-creating the world for a few hours... knowing we got it right, knowing we know what it's all about for as long as the alcohol takes hold
I want to be sitting on a porch I...
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sabine8:
Wish I was there... 
tos:
Bro, I'm here dude! I hope you call up man...
How can we be so blind with our eyes wide open? Creating definition and acceptance of self... and utter revulsion in equal measure.
Fearing what can not be avoided. Avoiding what should not be feared.
Bathing in perpetual misery born of Mr Ego, the all-powerful Self dictating... and trying to fight it without understanding that the word is what creates sorrow.
Defining everything, trying to...
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Fearing what can not be avoided. Avoiding what should not be feared.
Bathing in perpetual misery born of Mr Ego, the all-powerful Self dictating... and trying to fight it without understanding that the word is what creates sorrow.
Defining everything, trying to...
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sabine8:
Being in the present is always the hardest place to be. To be there with eyes wide open, without ego, without, lables, without categorizing the experience is not easy to do. The place I've been trying to get to, is to be in the present, to experience what comes, especially the pain, without letting it dictate meaning, or movement in my life. Things are attached meanings, because we give them meaning. Sometimes, just stopping in the middle of that struggle and remembering that I am not the only one suffering or struggling, and that at this very minute, someone else is going through the exact same thing can help to bring things back into perspective and help keep them simple when they seem out of control.
oak:
I actually have a good friend back in Texas who almost always carries a gun with him, and he's stopped crimes in progress twice.
But that stuff doesn't make the news.
But that stuff doesn't make the news.
September 1st already 
I forgot I was able to drink that much
Have a good weekend folks, I may have new apartment-searching tales of doom for you soon
I forgot I was able to drink that much
Have a good weekend folks, I may have new apartment-searching tales of doom for you soon
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tos:
You know what? I won't take it personally if I don't get to meet up w/ you next week. I understand somewhat how people can get into a mode like that. I've been like that and I've gone months w/o seeing my closest friends. What I'll do is PM you and Apexxx my info before I fly out and hope that something can happen in the last minute (I'm aiming for either Friday or Saturday night). I better get a few zzz's: I have to go into work @ midnight to help w/ some more upgrades and it's most likely going to be a double shift...ugh!
it_thing_hard_on:
If only it were that cool. Alas, no.
It was closer to "sodomy" before the sale when the Genitorturers played there once or twice a year.
It was closer to "sodomy" before the sale when the Genitorturers played there once or twice a year.
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Story of a man. Someone you once knew. Someone you once were. Someone you wish you were. Someone you wish you had been.
It all goes round and round and round... in circles.
How can you express yourself when there's so much inside you, waiting to burst?
I want to believe that this life makes sense....
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Ecouter
Apprendre
Rester
Etre
Vouloir
Pouvoir
Esperer
Vivre
Story of a man. Someone you once knew. Someone you once were. Someone you wish you were. Someone you wish you had been.
It all goes round and round and round... in circles.
How can you express yourself when there's so much inside you, waiting to burst?
I want to believe that this life makes sense....
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tos:
- When that mood strikes me, I tend to separate myself from all socialization and immerse myself in whatever interests me @ the time just to get my mind off of it (be it music, a book, a certain subject, etc.)...
- I'll be in town Thursday evening. Hopefully we can meet up sometime while I'm there. We can talk about how you guys probably are going to see Combichrist while I'm missing them playing in NY (because I'll be in Chicago!)...go figure!
- I'll be in town Thursday evening. Hopefully we can meet up sometime while I'm there. We can talk about how you guys probably are going to see Combichrist while I'm missing them playing in NY (because I'll be in Chicago!)...go figure!
So we've started visiting flats (oh joy...)
One of them was awesome in a "I-wish-I-was-a-serial-killer" kind of way: right by the express way near Armitage, the last house past a derelict gas station... and the house itself was very Edward Norton's Fight Club (although way smaller), with a very large backyard (ideal for corpses) but fuck... if I was single, I might have considered it,...
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One of them was awesome in a "I-wish-I-was-a-serial-killer" kind of way: right by the express way near Armitage, the last house past a derelict gas station... and the house itself was very Edward Norton's Fight Club (although way smaller), with a very large backyard (ideal for corpses) but fuck... if I was single, I might have considered it,...
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forkandles:
Any luck with the flat-hunt yet?
lancelac:
Same question as Forkandles! How goes the hunt for a place?
$29 buys you one year of unrivaled French "flegme" and "fuck you life I don't care so much anyway" attitude against unending shit storms. I'm a cheap slut. I'd be more expensive if I was a girl.
What's been going on around here... if anything at all? Any set worth looking at? Probably not.
I actually joined again last Friday... and wasn't sent a password...
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What's been going on around here... if anything at all? Any set worth looking at? Probably not.
I actually joined again last Friday... and wasn't sent a password...
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sabine8:
Thanks... 
Welcome back.....
Welcome back.....
I have decided to stop taking everything so hard and learn to be positive again.
It is sad for me to admit that, once again, I kinda forgot how to appreciate my life, because of all these constant problems being thrown in my face.
For a start, I have quit smoking for good. To be honest, I had quit a long time ago in my...
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It is sad for me to admit that, once again, I kinda forgot how to appreciate my life, because of all these constant problems being thrown in my face.
For a start, I have quit smoking for good. To be honest, I had quit a long time ago in my...
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tos:
Bro...those comic strips are funny as hell! I woke up and I've been reading them for the past half hour...hee hee!
unaffected:
look who's back! 
...don't mind me bro I'm as sick as a mofo...
Sorry you wrote a blog entry after getting trashing and watching old YouTube videos
P.S. - Well, I sorta found out some of what you wrote in a mutual friend's blog. I don't know whether to say "NICE" because she's uber-cool, or "whahhh?" because that's not typical of you to say.
I think I'm going with "NICE"...for both of your sakes 'cause you're both kick-ass!