Can't believe it's already November 1st 
Another year slowly coming to an end... Generally speaking, I'd feel kind of blue about this but this year has been very different. The sooner it ends, the better.
Thing is, when you're on a roll, having a few good years in a row, you start to feel some sort of self-inflicted comfort (isn't that a lovely image?) and belief that things won't change. Of course, they do change and all the time with that. and before you know it, you're faced with a really shitty year that drags on forever...
Don't know about you guys but I have found out miserable years to be cyclic. For examples, some of the worst years of my life were 1988, 1994, 2000. See the pattern? Every 6 years, I would have a really bad one. So, when 2006 was halfway through, I thought I might have escaped the cycle this time, as, although it wasn't exactly the best year ever, it was a year full of promises and new beginnings; therefore I could deal with the problems. But by late 2006 and as 2007 arrived, so did the shitstorm... It's like Life had almost forgotten it was supposed to make my life hell or something haha: "oops, easy cow-boy, let me make this up to you"
But yes, things are getting better. Of course, it's slower than I'd like them to get better, but the difference is palpable. You know, when you can just feel it, more than anything, but you know the wind is finally pushing you in the right direction, not holding you back constantly. It's a lot of small things that make you want to smile again.
I'm tired of being a recluse. I have disconnected myself from so many friends that I sometimes wonder why they still even bother keeping in touch - but hey, it's appreciated
So...stay tuned for a refreshed Kinto soon(er or later). It does also take time.
Be good, kids
Another year slowly coming to an end... Generally speaking, I'd feel kind of blue about this but this year has been very different. The sooner it ends, the better.
Thing is, when you're on a roll, having a few good years in a row, you start to feel some sort of self-inflicted comfort (isn't that a lovely image?) and belief that things won't change. Of course, they do change and all the time with that. and before you know it, you're faced with a really shitty year that drags on forever...
Don't know about you guys but I have found out miserable years to be cyclic. For examples, some of the worst years of my life were 1988, 1994, 2000. See the pattern? Every 6 years, I would have a really bad one. So, when 2006 was halfway through, I thought I might have escaped the cycle this time, as, although it wasn't exactly the best year ever, it was a year full of promises and new beginnings; therefore I could deal with the problems. But by late 2006 and as 2007 arrived, so did the shitstorm... It's like Life had almost forgotten it was supposed to make my life hell or something haha: "oops, easy cow-boy, let me make this up to you"
But yes, things are getting better. Of course, it's slower than I'd like them to get better, but the difference is palpable. You know, when you can just feel it, more than anything, but you know the wind is finally pushing you in the right direction, not holding you back constantly. It's a lot of small things that make you want to smile again.
I'm tired of being a recluse. I have disconnected myself from so many friends that I sometimes wonder why they still even bother keeping in touch - but hey, it's appreciated
So...stay tuned for a refreshed Kinto soon(er or later). It does also take time.
Be good, kids
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xhippykid:
She had me hooked from the first time I watched Kids...
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