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Hanging on

Hanging on hahaha hanging on hanging on (wax - not the fucking label - the band)

Hey babe you got a strange kind of attitude (BBabies)

I'm so fucked up out of my head right now, looking at the keys on the keyboard, trying to not make any typos haha this is so me

So... I love this fucked up life, you know... I think I've always loved my fucked up life, It was hard swallowing the fact that I would never be a big rock star. But the hardest bit was to know that I had, I have the madness to do it but all the rest of the different peeps in the bands I have been with just didn't have it... they didn't have the hunger, they didn't have the passion... wow, I guess it's going to come as a big surprise I fucking have the hunger the passion the madness the insanity but it's so hard to find people that are ready to deal with this...

And before you know it, you're 30+ and you're not supposed to make music anymore, you're supposed to have a "situation", to save money and all the shit pretend you're safer and that was all teenage dreams...

I've lost a few things growing up... I've lost myself, my heart got broken in a million pieces, I lost love I thought I had, I hurt like nobody ever taught me I would hurt, I've been down the drain I wrote the best lyrics you will never read because that was myself dying, laying my emotions bare and making myself hurt more trying to feel alive

This sounds so teenage I hear you laugh but I'm not hiding I tried to pretend I was cool when I was 17 I was so insecure and now, another life later I am still so hungry I have so much to give but it's all messed up, life is telling me not to fucking care anymore... how could I do that? My insanity is me, it's the only thing that I hate and love at the same time. You see me you think you know me, you see me and I don't know what to do to please you

I've been a dick I am better than you because I don't care I am better than you because I care I am better than you because nothing's important I am better than you because I'm not I am better than you because you're better than I can ever wish to be I am better than you because I'm not I am awfully full of myself because I have to stay sane You are so much better than I will ever be, than I can ever wish to be

Is something wrong with me
Is something wrong with you
I really wish I knew, wih I knew, wish I knew

(dramarama)

There are some people I've loved, I love, will love until the day I die & beyond... and they won't take a minute to acknowledge me anymore... I told them then that when I love someone it is forever and I fucking meant it, they've changed my life and they are the people that make me want to carry on because I was blessed enough to meet them although I sometimes created a big mess and I fucked up their lives... and I guess it sounds romantic, like all the fucking French romantic crap, yeah you know Rimbaud, you know Voltaire but do you know Bertand Cantat and do you know Kat Onoma?

On s'en tape franchement on s'en bat les couilles mais bon, tout ce qui reste, meme si c'est pas grand-chose... a ton toile... a ton toile

Le vent l'emportera

And all the things I'd love to tell you and all the things I wish I had the strength to tell you guys... I love you

Be good