Work, the one thing that keeps my mind off of other things that shouldnt be thought about. School, a hope for the future that my never come. Family, all I have right now.
I work about 60 hours a week now, and Im on the road for another 15 hours a week at least, I find little time for sleep, because my spare time is spent on schoolwork. I hope for the closure in this chapter of my life and to move to the next, hopefully the new year will bring new horizons, new challenges to be met.
Looking back, it was all worth while, through the heartache and the pain... it made me a better person, and I wouldnt be where I am today without it. If certian things didnt happen I wouldn't have turned out like this.
I have also come to the conclusion that nobody is paying any attention to what I write in here, especially the ones that it is meant for, so this is just basically a way for me to put my thoughts out there, and if they are read, so be it... but it is helping me either way.
I work about 60 hours a week now, and Im on the road for another 15 hours a week at least, I find little time for sleep, because my spare time is spent on schoolwork. I hope for the closure in this chapter of my life and to move to the next, hopefully the new year will bring new horizons, new challenges to be met.
Looking back, it was all worth while, through the heartache and the pain... it made me a better person, and I wouldnt be where I am today without it. If certian things didnt happen I wouldn't have turned out like this.
I have also come to the conclusion that nobody is paying any attention to what I write in here, especially the ones that it is meant for, so this is just basically a way for me to put my thoughts out there, and if they are read, so be it... but it is helping me either way.
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