kinnie

I long to take you to a secret place
Where we could lay aside our past
We'd throw the world away with all its pain
To shine like stars through storm and clouds and rain
-Sunny Day Real Estate

Wow... last night. It was very entertaining and cool. We went to the park, and it was just BEAUTIFUL. That was my favorite part. All the colors seemed intensified and the stars were twinkling... I felt like I was underwater in a big sea. The planes all seemed really low, and looked like the underbelly of a shark. Then I felt like I was at the shire or something 'cause the field seemed to be rolling. And the big willow tree looked like some kind of jungle, with it's mass of branches and its broad base just seemed so ALIVE with the knots and twists. I had to hug it because it was so secure and strong.
Everything was glittery because of the frost, which was cool, though I was freezing. It felt so good to go on the swings and just stare up at the sky. It was like this intense BLUE and the moon had rainbow rays coming towards us.
Then there was this weird sensation I had with my feet... I realized that looking down, they could be the legs of anyone. I was wearing red converse, so I imagined them to be the legs of a 5-year-old boy just getting ready for his first day of school. Then I pretended they were the legs of a burly construction worker. And then a skate punk in the 80's. It was just weird. Like how they seemed so detached.
We went in my friend's car and reclined and turned on Sunny Day Real Estate and I felt like I was in a spaceship. But then some cars parked behind us, and it was really irksome for some reason. So we went home, and drew pictures for a bit, and we ate more mushrooms and I fell asleep.
p.s. MERRY CHRISTMAS!